I really do miss him...
It's crazy, it's stupid... but i do. Uhm... And when i see him, i realize that i'm really on pieces... why the hell?
Why I have to be a human? Why I have feelings? Why I feel anything?
I miss him and i can say it at laugh. His smile, his face, his hair, his everything. I will care about him over and over again... without stopping. Until... the little beats will stop.
This was her... laid on the floor... without "the little beats"... And with a big smile. Now she knows that she can follow him everywhere, and protect him. She will hurt him anymore.