I really do miss him...

It's crazy, it's stupid... but i do. Uhm... And when i see him, i realize that i'm really on pieces... why the hell? 

Why I have to be a human? Why I have feelings? Why I feel anything? 

I miss him and i can say it at laugh. His smile, his face, his hair, his everything. I will care about him over and over again... without stopping. Until... the little beats will stop. 

This was her... laid on the floor... without "the little beats"... And with a big smile. Now she knows that she can follow him everywhere, and protect him. She will hurt him anymore.